conceal, don't feel [insanejournal.com profile] newamsterdam

Jan. 1st, 2020 12:01 am

can't believe i am showing you all of this.

Date: 2015-08-15 12:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kalms.insanejournal.com
yeah. you don't want to know what we were called and i still sing actually! on sundays, i have to go to church with my parents. it's a must even though i've kind of outgrown the whole religion thing. i just go to sing. kay, so i'll show you these videos but you are NOT allowed to laugh!

this one (https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xfa1/t50.2886-16/11803823_1615525088720080_1403964618_n.mp4) is much newer.
this (http://scontent.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xaf1/t50.2886-16/11389332_693635107449007_238851172_n.mp4) was a practice before i went in to sing.
and this (https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xfa1/l/t50.2886-16/10461166_523621701077176_1489535712_n.mp4) one is older.

another embarrassing thing i don't let ANYONE know?

sigh (http://i.imgur.com/eQ2LQsO.jpg). you're not allowed to make fun!

Date: 2015-08-15 08:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bfc.insanejournal.com
WHY ARE YOU EMBARRASSED?? THIS IS GREAT??? why do you even talk to me honestly, you're like beyonce, and i'm..larry the cable guy

i think i have to know what you were called.

Date: 2015-08-16 12:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kalms.insanejournal.com
i was just scared to show you because i hope that i impress and don't make a fool of myself in front of you!

we were called.. "red mayhem" i don't know why or how. and i made it up! everyone thought it was the coolest name! imagine me in a band, red mayhem. and you need to stop that! i think you're like the cool guy in school that everyone likes and i'm some nerdy girl that you wouldn't even look twice at me. and larry the cable guy is a stalker! you are not! haha.

Date: 2015-08-18 02:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kalms.insanejournal.com
lmao stop that! i will stop with the cool thing... i promise! i might slip up but i'll try my hardest.

Date: 2015-08-18 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bfc.insanejournal.com
it's just i have a hard time grasping why

Date: 2015-08-19 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kalms.insanejournal.com
why i think you're the c word?

Date: 2015-08-19 07:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bfc.insanejournal.com
yes, and why you think that you're not! you know you have to sing for me now right

Date: 2015-08-19 09:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kalms.insanejournal.com
because you're funny, you're adorable, you're into graphic designing, you seem like a person who doesn't care what others people think of you. as for me. i was in band, and choir, that wasn't cool back then. after red mayhem ended, i became popular but it didn't last long at all. some rumors were going around about me and i stopped getting invited to parties, friends became my worst enemies. and do you know how nervous i would be to sing in front of you?

Date: 2015-08-19 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bfc.insanejournal.com
i hope you never see me through my eyes kali. i will sing you the bad touch by bloodhound gang, for one stanza of your favorite song

that icon is how i see you always.

Date: 2015-08-19 11:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kalms.insanejournal.com
and you don't know how lovely you are, bentley. i wish you could see yourself through my eyes, so you could see how amazing you really are. and deal!

the first time you came into my store, the way you looked at me with those eyes of yours, i had butterflies. the same butterflies you give me every time you look at me.

Date: 2015-08-20 12:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bfc.insanejournal.com
if you got my last comment, this is one of those times

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